Today I am .......36.....

Today I am 36 years old.  I don't feel 36 years old and MAYBE I look 36 years old (I doubt it, I get IDed all the time at the liquor store, even though I know it is mandatory!)
It's not how old you are, it's how you feel.  I have been feeling really down lately but last night when Jay gave me the most amazing surprise birthday party, it totlally lifted my spirits.  But at the moment it happened when I came home and all these wonder friends were in my house I was so out of sorts.  For a few minutes I went upstairs to my bedroom and had to get my thoughts together on how I was going to react to this houseful of guests.  I changed and freshened up and ran down the stairs and took in every bit of love I got from my wonderful friends.  All I have to say is that I am so blessed to have a wonderful husband who planned with great party and wonderful frineds who brought food and gifts.  Thank you for celebrating my birthday with me, I am so blessed.
ps...when the guys got that player piano working(I got for my birthday) it was the life of the party!!