Well, I am back to reality from my weekend. It sure didn't take long to get back into the reality mode. Runny noses, demand for choclate milk, "what's for dinner", etc.... But I still love them all!! It's just nice to leave them once & awhile too!!
I can't say my weekend was that refreshing to me. I am struggling so much with my realtionship with God. I feel that I have no realtionship at all with Him. No matter how hard I try to sit down & "listen" to him, I can't hear him. I think I literally need a slap upside the head in order for me to even feel his presence. I have such a wall around me right now that literally no one can get by. I think all I need right now is prayer. I really believe in the power of prayer. I pray all the time but a lot of times it is for the wrong reasons. If I do pray for the right ones, my mind waunders into "mother" mode. I am so frustrated.
I wish I could have felt like I could release at the retreat. I came back frustrated & tired.
Pray for me fellow bloggers, I am in dire straits and need to get out.
Love, Mel
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